Shades of Life

Shades Of Life

Tuesday, June 16, 2009
So Used ....
What if, your pay on May was put forward till June
and after almost 20 days of June, you still have not received your pay(both May and June)?
What if somebody told you that you will receive the money on
the 5th on every month but end up paying up almost 15 days late?
What if you lack 100% of your pay and you need to
pay for stuff and buy stuff?
What if those people who refuse to give the money
are family?

I feel so freaking used.
Like some kind of slavery.
Here I am trying my best to provide the best
for the kids and nothing comes out of it.
I am not doing this ONLY for the satisfaction of seeing them succeed.
I am also doing this for the money.
We made a deal and the deal is not met.

I feel like screaming now.
How fair is it for me to wait when you should be giving me
my money on time?
I understand that sometimes people have financial problems
and they can't afford to give on time.
BUT more than 1 month late. (that's too mch face given)
and plus, the least you could do is to
tell me so I do NOT have to wait and scurry for money
and also I do not have to ASK for the money like
a freak. After asking for the money (at least 3 days after dateline),
and you said you cannot give it to me at that moment,
I feel all guilty (when I am not supposed to.)

It's my money.
I have the right to claim it.

What if your pay was on hold?
and bills are waiting for you?

ARRRGHHHH!!!
I feel so so so so so so used.
(I know I should expect this from family
bt this is tking advantage.. because it is NOT happening
for the first time)

P.S. You have the right to feel hurt if you
ever read this. because I have the right to
say what I feel.

PPS. I want it and I want it ASAP.
Jugshatu 6/16/2009 09:03:00 PM

H.AhLee

I tend to walk into glass that are so shiny they don't look like they were there. And yes, I wear boots to bed.



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