I was pondering a thought that I wanted to stay in a shell for as long as I could. I mean, who wouldn't? But I realise it's not the outside world who is going to be affected. It's frigging me. No access. No news. No nothing. It's kind of frightening if you think about it like I did. Maybe now it doesn't sound as scary as I thought it would but heck. Following? I should just pick up from where I stopped and continue to move forward. The fact that I am upset about myself is the reason for being so down in dumpster (hence the song). But heck. Life's short. Got to make full use of it. You may never know what will happen to me in a day or two.. not even in a year or two. If there is a day or two left. Thankful.. yeah that's what I need to feel right now. If you think about it, nothing is a failure in life. because that failure will lead to some success in the end. that failure is not even a failure. but how can it not be a failure if success is not success without it. Follow?

P.S. Captain Underpants is grinning at me now.