H.AhLee

And the one on random but for reason.

2011-09-03T10:13:00.001+08:00

Dear ________,

I know this is random and you might think that I am bringing this up from nowhere...
But there is a substantial amout of reason for me to say this now.
So what I wish to say is that... I used to really really really really really really really like you.
Before I regret not ever saying this, there you go.
:)

And 2 maids? Cool

2011-06-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

Guess the house is too big for just 1 maid. Haha. When there's 4 teenage boys, I guess the house could get ver messy indeed. HAH!

And I felt weak after that

2011-06-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

I am a person who hates to see blood. Okay let me clear things out for those people who are thinking - "Huh? Blood? Even a puny pint sized blood drop?"

I don't mind those pint sized drops. But I do mind those oozing and flowing down or contained in a huge cavities and stuff. Summary, anything bigger than pint sized. And things happen to me when I see them according to size and this is based on experience.

When it's...
Pint sized - take a tissue dab it off.
Size of the end of a 2B pencil - I will frown and my legs and hands start to feel weak.
A huge gash, and blood flowing like no one's business - Legs weak, hands weak, head starts to feel numb and I crash on the floor like timber. Or I faint.

So that's the story of my life. Sad but so true.
I was thinking to myself what if I became a superhero. I would one great one because I won't kill any bad-assess even if they piss me off like crazy because I can't stand to see you-know-what.

But then again, the bad-assess might have already KILLED half the town people and that leaves me with a dilemma - To fight and see bloodshed all over (and faint even before I slap the bad guy in the face) OR to just sit home and let everyone else suffer.
So in the end, I will still suck.

Haha.

I'm writing this because I cut my finger last night while washing the dishes. Just after typing the word 'cut' my hands and slowly getting numb..

Till the next post.

P.S. Blogging is FUN again.

And the one on being very excited

2011-06-11T08:39:00.000+08:00

Last 2 years, I went to Tokyo, Japan for a year-end trip and it was beyond awesome. So this year, the same people plus three others are going to Seoul, Korea. YES! Can't wait seriously. Hopefully, we can make these trips and annual or at least a biennial thing. I mean, we're young so before we settle down in our lives, we need to venture out to these places and have the most fun we can have.

Not saying that once we settle down, we are unable to have that much fun... But the fact that it will still be different... You know...

And I am SO excited that I actually created a new blog, Seoul 2011. It embraces the daily adventures the six of us are going to face while working on this trip. Obviously it also includes the daily occurrences when we are there and some reflections and photo time after the trip. YEAH!

For those who are wondering when we're actually going... It will be on the 12th December to 23rd December. Again, we will feel like crap going home right before Christmas' Eve. But flight tickets on the 24th and 25th and 26th are not worth the heart attack you may receive when you buy the tickets. Yes, we do not celebrate the joyous occasion, but the sights and the atmosphere is sure going to be extraordinary. But what's done is done.

So we can't wait for the trip. And I'm returning to my old blogging days and hopefully be able to update much of the happenings and great stuff on blog - Seoul 2011.

Can't wait!

p.s. Blogging is fun again. Yey!

Eye infection

2011-03-04T12:02:00.002+08:00

My eye hurts like crazy noW. IT'S LIKE BEING STUNG BY A BEE AND AT THE SAME TIME, BEING HIT IN THE FACE BY SOMEONE. So, ouch.

Someone

2011-01-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

I was thinking.
"Hey, everyone keeps asking me how I don't have someone special in my life right now".
I'm like, no pressure.
But then something strikes me.
I don't even have someone that I like, or have a crush on.
No one.
That guy has yet to come walking by and make me go 'OOH he's the one.'.

Pray.

Muallaf - The Convert

2011-01-08T15:32:00.003+08:00

Bought the DVD,
for 3 reasons actually.
1. Cheap $9.90
2. The male actor seemed cute.
3. The title - Muallaf.

Then after I bought it, I realised it was by
Yasmin Ahmad, famous person. So yeah.

It's a slow movie actually, but deep for the matter.
It's about 3 inhabitants of this world finding meaning in life through religion.

Great story about religion, family, love and friendship.

Yeah, and the male lead looks nice. (If nice was even a close adjective)

Oh, on the side note, I think I have drifted from the world of K-pop
due to the immense updates I have to go through to stay in touch.
It's tough actually. And the fact that there is no more space in my 8GB
memory card to hold new songs in. I've given up.

They're still cute and hot and stuff but I'll just stay true to my one and first love, SJ.

I think that will be enough for now.
Semester 2 starting soon, and I dont even have a time table to follow.
Stupid me for missing the registration period.
Ah.
Now awaiting for the arrival of the add/drop period. and till then,
I'm just with a class i.e GESL.
Beautiful

Whatever it is, I'm happy and not worried.
I have friends who are valuable who will help me through these times of need.

Beautiful.

Enjoy life as it is now.
Because I am.
Though still finding the true meaning of life as it is now.

I dunno, I keep asking myself, what I am living for?
Although an easy answer, it still ...

2010-12-13T01:04:00.003+08:00

Something happened to me (and family) on 12th December 2010.

A week ago, my mum and I planned to go on a shopping break @ JB

on the Sunday of my Pay Day. And so we did. My brother and me

had been planning to shop for some new things and my parents

had been planning to get a relaxing sensual body massage.

During the time when my parents and my brother were having

a great relaxing massage, our car was not exactly having a great time.

The battery died. And so did the alternator. The guys who were tending

to Mr. Car said that switching off the engine might result in the car

to shut down while driving. We took the risk. What's life anyways without

taking risks and chances. But this time, it blew up on us.

On the way to the Malaysian customs, Mr. Car failed. Brother and I had to get out

of the car and push it to any safe place.

And now EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

1. In the car, I was singing this particular line from Maher Zain's song Insya Allah.
"Turn to Allah, he's never far away. Put your trust in him, raise your hands and pray."

And few minutes later, the car broke down.

2. At the point of pushing the car, a man and a lady came up to help us push the car.
I was thinking and thanking for the fact that there are kind people out there who would help in times of need.
To my suprise, the man is my uncle and the lady is my beloved cousin.

3. A traffic policeman happened to pass by and said, "I'll clear the traffic, you push."

4. At the station, another set of relatives came and help.

So now, I provide you with food for thought.

What will happen to us in the middle of the road full of cars returning to Singapore on a Sunday evening if my aunts, uncles and cousins were not there?

and again, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

5. Both families that came were at their house in JB, cleaning up EVEN when I personally heard then telling each other they would not be going to the house to clean due to the fact that one of my uncles had to go to work. THEY STILL WENT TO JB.

Food for thought: What if they stuck to the plan of staying in Singapore?

So now Mr. Car is sitting safe and soundly somewhere in JB under the watchful eyes of kind hearted people,
May Allah bless their lives.

My parents could not bear to return to Singapore when pur precious Mr. Car is not well.

They are in a hotel now. Sleeping (not quite soundly though).

The hotel is nice and the view from the window is awesome.

And suddenly me and mum remembered.

"Eh, in 20 minutes time, it;s going to be the 13th. It's going to

be the day we celebrate 25 years of marriage together." (12/12/10 2340 hours)

Therefore we come to no.6:

6. Mum and dad are at a nice hotel together alone, spending the night together

on their special day (while worrying about the Car).

Things happen for a reason no matter how coincidental they might be.

Lessons to be learnt from this experience.

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing is coincidence.

Help others because you may never know when you need the most help.

Life without family is life with nothing.

Mount Kinabalu

2010-10-09T16:21:00.002+08:00

I want to climb Mt Kinabalu soon.
and the word "WANT" will be changed to "WILL"
I was watching 2 days 1 night KBS, and I missed the pain and fun
you get after such a long hike.
The days in Ophir and in Pahang...

The plans that are available.
1. Here
Flights - budget airlines will be awesome enough.
When?
Next year April? May? June?
Its okay.
Total budget, $1000?
SAVE SAVE SAVE.

But first, I need to train.
A very good oppurtunity for me to go back to the size I was
back then. Wohhooo.. :)

So who wants to join me??????

Hmmm

2010-10-05T12:28:00.001+08:00

Saya rasa dirinya sangat comel.
Setakat itu sahaja pengujaran saya pada masa ini.
Semoga bertemu pada post2 akan datang.
TERIMA KASIH!

Mr Gloss and Ms Perfume

2010-09-19T20:31:00.003+08:00

Was preparing to go out - Hari Raya Visiting..
And the last step of make up - the gloss.
But EPIC fail.
Felt a burning sensation on the lips.
and realised. Ms Perfume got in the way.
Not my fault. they were fraternal twins.

P.S. Although my lips did smell nice. :D

Weird dream by a fellow cousin.

2010-09-19T15:58:00.004+08:00

Let me tell you a story about a post that I received on my Facebook wall.
My fellow cousin dreamt of me. But before jumping up and down, it's a
creepy-about-the-dead-in-the-coffin-suicide kind of dream.
Here is what it reads.

Roughly, his dream consists of him being in the coffin (still alive) and
my part comes in at the mosque - where i jumped to death.
And he had the same dream twice (mind you).
Creeping me out. But I'm taking this at a neutral level...

Okay. Hope this means nothing.

P.s. Crossed fingers.

2010-09-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

Life has been fairly awesome so far.
Just Fairly and Barely.
Made through with my first week in NIE.
Met people, some old, most new.
Have yet to discover the beautiful food (since it was still fasting month)
Need to find more friends.
Feel so lost in a new environment.
---
I think he is nice.
And ya. :D
---
Suprisingly, I prefered to keep to myself than
entertain the world.
Hmmm... Something's different.
But I'm happy. Maybe it's the adjustments.
---
And tomorrow is the day we celebrate a month worth of fasting.
---
Happy Eid Mubarak to dear friends out there.
Please forgive me for ANY wrongs and errors I've made this
past -- years of my dear life..
Have a HAPPY and ENJOYABLE one.
---
Lots of LOVE,
Hajar

P.s. My BAJU RAYA IS G.R.E.E.N.
B.E.A.U.TI.FUL!

All grown up

2010-06-14T02:51:00.011+08:00

I can see that I am slowly growing up.
Maturing into a breed I wasn't few years ago.
(Okay, maybe 'breed' isn't a good choice of words)
[But you get the drift]

Was at a wedding reception and by the end of the day,
was introduced to a group of guys who has worked hard
for the whole occasion to be carried out smoothly.

Imagine if it was 3-4 years ago... I will be like... no.. eew.. no..
But that day I was like, hmm, okay, let's see how far this goes.
Either way, I'll gain some new friends at the end of the day.
So after being very positive, I actually did achieve my goal.

It is possible to make friends across borders
and online platforms like Facebook makes maintaning friendships alot easier.

-------------------------------------------------

I have heard this alot - Singaporeans are too well off to care.
And that has left many negative impressions on our neighbouring countries.
(and I'm talking about the Malay archipelago)

At the wedding reception, as any other receptions,
my family tends to help out with the work be it small or huge.
And we are so used to it, it wasn't possible for us to
have our butts glued to chairs.

So these group of guys that I was talking about before are Malaysians.
They helped with the cleaning up.
Having sensitive eyes that day, I could not bear to see
dirty plates lying around so I helped.
Kept going in and out of the washing area to send the dirty plates and cups in.
That was where I got to know the guys.
They weren't totally impressed with a girl helping out
- guess that's how a girl should be - helping out.

At the end of the day,
the dudes got my name, my facebook account.
And asked for my number. (Flattered, but I refused)
But then they asked where I lived and I said Woodlands, Singapore.
And the dudes gasped.
One asked, "The whole lot of you are Singaporeans?"
I said "Not all, but the ones in the washing area are"
Then I walked away before seeing the rest of their reactions

Then one of my JB aunts told me,
they were totally impressed by the fact that there ARE Singaporeans
who are down to earth, not totally stuck up.
Wow! to the stereotyping they made about us.

So a lesson was learnt, new friends were made.
(However I did not manage to get any of the dudes names... Funny)

Long post huh?
Considering the fact that it has been AGES since the last post.

Oh.. And I am currently watching - Germany vs Australia
(Half time) (2-0)
I forgot how cute Lucas Podolski was.

P.S. and I think 1 guy looks good enough to catch my attention.

Figure out yourself who the fellow is. The fact that, in real life, he looks a little Arabic makes it a lot more interesting. Hmm, but I think they're young. Or at least younger than me. I waved goodbye and I think it was cool that he just nodded back and smiled. Why Malaysian dudes. Tahfiz..

Just a hybrid of this and that

2010-05-03T19:06:00.002+08:00

With facebook, blogger seems redundant because updates can be sent and received instantly. However, I shall try not to diminish blogger as much as possible. At least use it on a monthly basis.

So far my life has been great.
Recently, went to a family soccer match where our team won.
Then went to help out a cousin who moved.
Then there's pretty much work for 5 days.
And rest for 2 and 1/2 days after being electrocuted on labour day.
Yup that's it. nothing much.

Hope your life is going better than mine is.

Cheers,
Me

Absolutely Exhausted

2010-04-14T11:57:00.002+08:00

I need a holiday.
It has been ages since I had a real holiday..
As in just go to somewhere nice and relax.
No worries.. Yup like that.
And a short holiday is NOT counted.
I want to be somewhere for at least a week.

And in that week, I don't mind hiking a mountain or
crossing fires. I lack adventure too.

How have you guys been?
( I know not ALL have been visiting everyday..)
(Even I don't do that)
But if you happen to see this.. then leave a note.
Tell me that you're alive
Cos I am.

On that note, how awesome is it to show your future kids
what you wrote here.

Okay.. I'm tired and almost asleep.
Till I type blogger.com.

See Ya.

Mazel Tov

2010-02-24T17:18:00.002+08:00

Mazel tov - literally translates to "good luck" the phrase is not used in the way that the expression "good luck" is used in English. It rather means "good luck has occurred" The phrase "mazel tov!" parallels the use of the phrase "congratulations!" and conveys roughly that "I am pleased this good thing has happened to you!".

Language - Hebrew.

Check the rubbish song and the rubbish (no link) lyrics here.
(See the Translation)

Boleh mati ketawe.

this is the epitome of "sembarang use of English" in Korean Songs.

Disclaimer!

I LOVE SOUTH KOREA, SEOUL, And anything that has to do with it.
But I can't stand the songs that uses English just for the sake of using it.

Soo Soory ZE:A (and fans)

Women's Generation Romanization.

2010-02-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

ROMANIZED
yeojadeura gijukji mara dangdanghage oechyeora namjadeura bikyeora
yeojadeurui uiriga deo meositjanha sarangboda ganghajanha

sarange chayeodo gwaenchanha sesangui baneun namjainikka
geukkas ibyeoljjeum geukkas nunmuljjeum eolmadeunji budithyeodo gwaenchanha

etjiitneun haendeubaegeul mego jaeil akkineun yeppeun os ipgo
jaju ganeun e moyeo matini hanjaneul masineun geoya

sarangeun yuhaenggaboda deohae ppareuge byeonhajanha
sarange silpaehaedo urideulman isseumyeon gwaenchanha

yeojadeura gijukji mara dangdanghage oechyeora namjadeura bikyeora
yeojadeurui uiriga deo meositjanha sarangboda ganghajanha

sarange chayeodo gwaenchanha sesangui baneun namjainikka
geukkas ibyeoljjeum geukkas nunmuljjeum eolmadeunji budithyeodo gwaenchanha

GOING TO THE MOVIES, GOING TO THE ZOO
GOING TO THE BEACH, GOING TO THE PARTY
seryeondoen yeojadeurui PARTY seksihan yeojadeurui STORY
STYLE itge saragallae jayuropge jeulgyeobollae UH

saranghan gieog modu eopsaego gaseume chueokdeureul jiugo
sigani heureuneun daero bappeun saenghwareur neon jeulgineun geoya

eonjenga sewori heureun dwie jigeumeul saenggakhamyeon
uri hamkke useumyeo yaegi har su isseuljido molla

yeojadeura gijukji mara dangdanghage oechyeora namjadeura bikyeora
yeojadeurui uiriga deo meositjanha sarangboda ganghajanha

sarange chayeodo gwaenchanha sesangui baneun namjainikka
geukkas ibyeoljjeum geukkas nunmuljjeum eolmadeunji budithyeodo gwaenchanha

babo gateun jisiya sseuldeeoptneun iriya ibyeori mwo daesuni

ije deo isang nunmul ttawin akkyeodwo useul nari deo manhjanha

michidorog neoreul jeulgyeobwa sesang ape neol gusokhajima
saenggakhandaero mam ganeundaero neoleur wihae saneun geoya neol wihae

PRETTY SWEET HOT GIRL, PRETTY SWEET HOT GIRL
ijeneun chagaun nunmur ssitgo neol wihae hwajangeul hago
ni salmeul jeulgyeobollae PRETTY GIRL PRETTY GIRL

credit to lathidieuanh@soompi

It wasn't a Shiny feeling

2010-01-30T12:19:00.001+08:00

note the pun.

Okay... I realised that being there was so sooo cool. but there is this terrible side to it that i cannot explain... I'm supposed to meet my aunt in 5 mins. so maybe i shall not elaborate. I will do it later... see how it goes.

Eating Fish

2010-01-28T13:03:00.002+08:00

Dahfa Snek Ikan.
Produc/ Buatan Malaysia.

It really states Product instead of produk.
Cool Kan??

Hanbok

2010-01-24T12:06:00.005+08:00

Beautiful. Hanbok baby!! My second traditional
costume. HAHA. no offence. My Onew is coming.
AZA!!! LET'S GO!!..

P.S. Dot, asal YG tak traditional macam SM and JYP?? HEHEH...

Okay. Updates.

2010-01-23T09:56:00.004+08:00

As you all well know, I have been missing out in what I can call LIFE. But not to worry, I have been experiencing the best time in my life so far. Can anyone actually imagine me going to Japan at the end of last year after working for about 6 months? I couldn't believe it either. But it was a trip to remember and since I realised the beauty of travelling, I am so doing it again. December 2010! Here I come! Seoul, wait for me. I'll be there sooner than you think. People who are considering to travel, I am free 2011 May - July. Let's plan a trip somewhere. We need to travel when we are young!!!!!!!! Okay. Let me be our travelling buddy. Heh (.") Some pictures while I'm still rambling about it....

Eh, the pictures not in order. And I am going to be a pig about it. OKAY! Moving on. Wait, I don't feel like moving on. So I'll stop here. Till I see you people when I actually see you people. :)

P.S. I am trying my best to update. Okay?

The "Allah" dispute.

2010-01-23T09:47:00.007+08:00

My thought : It was seriously not a problem then
but it became a problem now because of
irrational insecurities among the Malaysians.
Just let the Christians use the term "Allah".
They are not wrong somehow.
Allah s.w.t is God for all.
Allah is not yours nor mine.
Allah is the Almighty for ALL.

However dear Christians, Allah is one. There is no one other than Allah.
Please don't misuse the term if you're using it.
Let the definition remain. Don't change it.

Will I ever get to see him again?

2009-12-28T13:23:00.003+08:00

If you want to call it love at first sight, I think so too.

but most people who know of this story,

think it as - The first sight to Angau land.

Blueekkkk.. :P

(Whatever... )

Haha..

The experience was sweet.

In the flight, acknowledging each other's presence.

Smiling when we see each other.

Getting to be there and getting to see each other.

Having the opportunity to be sitting just infront.

Receiving the pleasure to be treated like a lady by a gentleman.

Smiling goodbye to each other..

Will I ever get to see you again??

hmm..

Only time will tell..

And they say internet has the answers to everything..

(PEK)(SQ810)(16.55pm)(19DEC2009)(45A)

OMG - 45AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

PIE ( again )

2009-11-28T18:59:00.002+08:00

PIE - not expressway.
Pie - as in food.

I made one today.
Awesome..
better than the one I made before.
And today, the crust is perfect.
PERFECT.
it is toooooooooo awesome that I didn't even had a chance to take a picture.
should make for any occasion that may come.
I'm soooo loving it right now..

:)

P.s. Btw, its an apple pie.

:)

Irony

2009-11-26T10:01:00.003+08:00

You know, currently, Singapore is under the 'shark zone'. And these sharks are neither friends with fish nor human. At least the one in "Finding Nemo" treats fish as friends. But these Sharks... neither man nor fish. :)

Anyways, the law is tightening against those involved in sharking activities. For those who still thinks that I'm talking about people killing sharks (the animals) you're probably wrong. Because I'm talking about the loan sharks(the beasts). And recently, they claim that 8 out 20 people who are victims of loan sharking activities are gamblers. Gamblers are at risk. And what is Singapore doing to combat this? - the IR.
AWESOME.

Then how. Vicious cycle.
More people in debt. More people go loaning (easy way out). Then continue to be in debt. Then attacks by the sharks. Then stress. Then most probably suicide. Then sharks jailed. But the cycle doesn't stop there. It begins all over again.

Ok, IR might bring all sorts of revenue to Singapore's economy. But what about internally?
However, we can't go blaming Singapore's government too. They're considering the better good.

People just need to use money wisely.
You want to gamble, go ahead, but don't get addicted. Withdraw when you think you might resort to worse things if you carry on.
You want to get the services if the loan sharks or any moneylenders, pay them back ASAP. LIKE ASAP. SUPER ASAP.
But saying is better than actually doing it.

So personally, I will use money wisely. Save up since the first pay check.
Only use when I need it. And for the wants, I must make sure I have extra.
Okay. So what are your thoughts?

BTW, I read this again and I really think I'm confused.. HAHAHAHAHA

P.S. I'm back?

PSLE results to be released on Thursday

2009-11-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

SINGAPORE: The Primary School Leaving Examination (PSLE) results will be out on Thursday.

Pupils can get their result slips from their schools from noon on November 26. Eligible pupils will also receive their option forms to select their secondary schools.

With the PIN contained in the sealed option form, parents can submit their child’s secondary school options online via the Secondary One Internet System.

The system is accessible 24 hours a day through the MOE Secondary One Posting website, starting from noon on Thursday. Application closes at 3pm on December 2.

Alternatively, parents may also submit their child’s secondary school options through their child’s primary school.

The Secondary One posting results will be released on Tuesday, December 22. Pupils are to report to their secondary schools on Wednesday, December 23, at 8.30am

(source - Yahoo News)

People.. (i.e. P6 pupils. be prepared.)
OK.. Nurul, Jannah, Naim.
TELL ME ONCE YOU PEOPLE GET THE RESULTS OKAY??????

Love Is Sarang

2009-11-21T17:08:00.002+08:00

It used to be a song. (it was supposed to be)

But Now, it is a WEBSITE Ya'LL.

Okay.

I'll tell you the details later.

If you are a KPOP fan dear friends,

Be sure to look out for updates.

A preview is on. - try to find it here.

(quite obvious since I just added it)

Updates sooooon.

Macam ni nak jadi CL??

2009-10-29T16:42:00.002+08:00

:)))

NEW ME Y'ALL

2009-10-23T21:45:00.001+08:00

No more Juggy

No more Shais

No more Jug Jug

No More..

Me CL baby..

HAHAHA.

P.S. Dot, aku tahu kau conferm bingit.

WAH WAH WAH

2009-10-16T16:46:00.004+08:00

This may be the best Hari Raya of all.
I admit, I didn't go out with most of my friends.
But this year, my family, as in the 200-300 people came together as one
during perjumpaan Hari Raya yang bertemakan
'Keluargaku Berlebaran'

Berlebaran (e - emak)
dan juga berlebaran (e -enak)

It keeps increasing..
like crazy..

Atan FC
Moha FC
Ibrahim FC

Macam tak leh percaye gitu.

That night, 10th October 09, was the best beginning of something beautiful.
Will NEVER forget it.
NEVER.

Jaebom's leaving

2009-09-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

Why must you leave????
:(
Korean Netizens should be ashamed of themselves.

Like the new linked thingy?

2009-08-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

Experimentation done.
Cool linking huh?

Happy Birthday to Doda

2009-08-23T09:42:00.003+08:00

Album Cover.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Love is sarang.

Happy 1 year Anniversary

2009-08-23T08:24:00.000+08:00

To me and My Blog.

I just realised that it is on the dot 1 year
since I started.
:)))))

To readers and fans all around the world
(perasaan)

thanks So much!!!

Addiction

2009-08-23T08:13:00.000+08:00

I not guilty-ly confess that I am Obsessed with them.
:)

Puasa ke tak ni?

2009-08-23T06:28:00.000+08:00

Regardless of the change in the look of
entering a new post, I'm still doing it.

Have you guys seen people who declare
themselves as Muslims but are sitting in
hawker centres, coffee shops, eating their way through
during mid-day and are totally oblivious that
it is the fasting month (Ramadhan) in the Islamic calendar?

Well, I saw some yesterday.
And the years before.
Have friends who are part of the group above.
Tried to tell them but no use.

This post is in reference to today's Berita Harian
"Yang meminta-minta, yang tidak puasa cemari Ramadhan"

My questions start with WHY?
WHY not fast?
WHY not fast then eat in public?
WHY so proud of not fasting?
WHY?

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Regardless of the answers, I shall conclude my post today
with - HAPPY FASTING!!!

??

2009-08-22T13:43:00.001+08:00

Eh kental eh the new layout. or is it just me?

Borders - Sakura

2009-07-04T16:26:00.005+08:00

Where the hell are the pictures??
I uploaded it.
It says done.
And it does not appear???
and I tried it 3 times more.
And still no pictures???
WAE?????

And the obvious reeks

2009-07-02T13:38:00.002+08:00

I have no idea how the title came to me.

You know, sometimes I wonder how these expressions appear.

Tthey mean nothing but after thinking about it, they mean something

Like the one above.

What can you think about it?

Now just thinking about it, it has been long since

you have seen someone.

So you want to know more about what has been going on

in this someone's life while you were currently not present in.

So you ask them,

hey how's life?

And they answer, fine.

WELL, ISN'T THAT OBVIOUS???

See, this kind of obvious-ness reeks.

Okay another scenario.

(I'm coming up with this crap as I go along)

You are watching a movie.

Then the story line is awesome

and when it comes to the ending, it's something so obvious.

it reeks doesnt it?

Okay. Let's try another.

You seem to know that what is left in the freezer

are only frozen (unthawed) prawns.

But you have a deep feeling inside you telling yourself

that if I see sambal prawns for lunch today, I will

kill myself.

And you come out to the dining area for lunch and

you see sambal prawns.

It was the obvious for you, and it reeks.

I am getting good at this.

I think I should give my students these random phrases

and see how they make something evolve from it.

I know this reeks but

it's obviously I'm bored :)

P.S. ITS JULY BABY!

It was a success..

2009-07-01T13:57:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Sudah selamat dinikahkan..

RUZ!! Your sis is married to my cousin!!

HAHa.. (eventhough you already know that like since 2004..)

HAHA..

EH RUZ!!

AKU TAK AMBIK GMBR NGAN KAU NGAN PENGANTIN EH!!!!????

what else do I want to say?

Oh.

I am addicted to Gameboy again.

Like HAHA.

So Used ....

2009-06-16T21:03:00.003+08:00

What if, your pay on May was put forward till June

and after almost 20 days of June, you still have not received your pay(both May and June)?

What if somebody told you that you will receive the money on

the 5th on every month but end up paying up almost 15 days late?

What if you lack 100% of your pay and you need to

pay for stuff and buy stuff?

What if those people who refuse to give the money

are family?

I feel so freaking used.

Like some kind of slavery.

Here I am trying my best to provide the best

for the kids and nothing comes out of it.

I am not doing this ONLY for the satisfaction of seeing them succeed.

I am also doing this for the money.

We made a deal and the deal is not met.

I feel like screaming now.

How fair is it for me to wait when you should be giving me

my money on time?

I understand that sometimes people have financial problems

and they can't afford to give on time.

BUT more than 1 month late. (that's too mch face given)

and plus, the least you could do is to

tell me so I do NOT have to wait and scurry for money

and also I do not have to ASK for the money like

a freak. After asking for the money (at least 3 days after dateline),

and you said you cannot give it to me at that moment,

I feel all guilty (when I am not supposed to.)

It's my money.

I have the right to claim it.

What if your pay was on hold?

and bills are waiting for you?

ARRRGHHHH!!!

I feel so so so so so so used.

(I know I should expect this from family

bt this is tking advantage.. because it is NOT happening

for the first time)

P.S. You have the right to feel hurt if you

ever read this. because I have the right to

say what I feel.

PPS. I want it and I want it ASAP.

Lone time

2009-06-15T13:11:00.003+08:00

I was surprised myself.

But when someone called me today and said

that she wanted to meet me, I was pissed off.

Like I myself did not know what came over me.

I really just want to be alone.

You know, after spending quality time

with other people for quite some time,

I feel like i lack my own quality time.

The weekend before I surrounded myself with loads

of people at a wedding in a small house

where it is very hot.

And the most recent weekend was spent with the large

family doing all sorts of things.

So I seriously think I need the 'lone' time.

Just chilling in my room.

Doing nothing much..

I'm sorry to the someone that I yelled to.

I really dont want anybody disturbing me right now.

To those who understand,

I am a choleric-sanguine.

I have been sanguine for quite sometime now.

And the choleric in me is dying to reveal itself.

so the yelling is really basic human instinct (mine)

P.S. Sorry..

:)

2009-06-10T22:19:00.003+08:00

ok see here

2009-06-02T14:37:00.003+08:00

Annyeong haseyo
Okay.. with regards to my previous post...
about top 3 suju members that I like.
sungmin, is very likeable... very tempting to be one of the choices..
but i respect his fans so.. nehmind..

donghae is good looking and funny sometimes..
also a tempting choice..
but because of the fact that you may never see me on the face of the earth again
if i chose him, I didnt.

kibum.. haiz.. kibum on the other other other hand,
is not tempting at all to be chosen..
like huh?
who is kibum??
HAHAHA

DOT! SARANGHAE!!

KAMSAHAMIDA!!

P.S. I promise, this will be the last post of this sort.
in future posts, i will insert mature thoughts
and insights and not childish rubbish.
:)

:)

2009-06-02T02:24:00.004+08:00

Annyong haseyo.

KAMSA HAMIDAAAA!!!

(winks and giggles to dot)

Kyu Hyun oppa,

SARANGHAE!!!

hwaiting!!!

Top 3 I-Like-From-Suju

1. No question (see above)

2. Siwon

3. Eunhyuk

Siwon is so freaking cute

(but not as cute as you know who... see right for obsession no. 2)

(or obsession no. 1 for that matter)

Eunhyuk is freaking funny.

P.S. I am not choosing Donghae, Kibum or Sungmin

for good reasons.

First - I will have anti fans

Number B - Not as 'high-ranking' as my top 3.

HAHAHA

P.S. I FREAKING SOUND LIKE A HIGH SCHOOL GIRL

OH WELL..

ONE OF THOSE TIMES..

You had yours sometimes right..

MY TURN!!!

P.P.S For once the P.S. is in the largest font..

What awesome looks like.

2009-05-30T12:22:00.003+08:00

You think only a few came.

After few persuasions and surprises,

we came to support her (and the Japanese Band.. HAHAHA)

Stay tune for one of Comic Strip's song - Problems

(they did not allow recording but I got one song.. :))

Jadi lah tu..

P.S. CS time is always a fun time..

and today, is NATMS day. (minus syarah..)

Looveely Comic Strip

2009-05-30T02:51:00.002+08:00

It was an awesome day.

Like totallyyy...

Go Go Comic strip!!

When the light

2009-05-28T02:22:00.003+08:00

suddenly turns off,

just search for the on switch.

or check if there is a short circuit.

Or change the fuse.

Or the bulb.

There's always a way.

and I'm searching for the on switch.

P.S. And for those whose lights are still on,

keep it burning.

and for those whose bulbs blow up on you,

buy the 3 for $10 bulbs and hand me one.

I need back up.

A normal day

2009-05-26T00:42:00.003+08:00

I see my cousins almost every single day.

and this is what they do, talk, react almost 99.99999% of the time.

that remainder puny percent comes when an adult interrupts.

If you realise the dialog is purely about Korean.

It deviates by o.oo1% with different people.

Some will be talking about Japanese (Katun)

Some Taiwanese.. See, I live around these people.

AND HAHA. Its freaking awesome.

P.S. "Dier kiss eh, tapi diertak kiss ah.. tapi dier kiss eh?"

DOT kau maha bimbo. MAHA punyer

Browsing really helps

2009-05-25T14:36:00.002+08:00

In response to one of my previous posts "Browsing Helps"

We're cool baby!

More about me.

2009-05-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

Like you all want to know.

If you don't, continue with your lives.

If you do, I'll love you forever. and I promise you I wont forget your name when I'm 83.

(if i get that far)

1. I love Justin Nozuka.

2. I love to eat chicken. Cook it anyway you want. I'll eat it. I'll never say no to chicken.

3. I cannot sleep without well without my bantal lembik. In camps I sleep but if you make one peep, I'll wake up but with my bantal lembik, snore all you want, I'm a dead girl sleeping.

4. I always find at least 17 clothes changer under my bed when I decide to shift my bed around.

5. My lips will swell if I eat too much fried beef lungs. I swear it will. I'm allergic to it. But that freaking thing is freaking delicious.

Response--->

1. If you said OMG with a side (uweekkk) after reading no. 1, you are one awesome friend.

Like seriously. You're true to me. =)

2. If you respond - "okay. one day I'll cook chicken without any seasoning..nothing" I say, bring it on!!

3.If you were recalling the way I sleep when we used to be in the same room together, just say yes okay? HA HA

4. If you go "OMG! REALLY? - She's nasty"... then I'll say.. - Oh really, try having a small space between the ground and the bed. see if you can reach the hanger once it goes down there. You'll see how difficult it is.

5. She's bluffing. Oh yeah? I am? Want to cook some for me and see me swell eating it?? :)

I'm being random. Don't mind me.

It's just a phase of life.

At least my life.

Had fun getting to know me?

But if your reaction and response to all of the above was "That's it? Is that new?? OMG.. she's boring.." YOU KNOW ME FREAKING WELL.

AND I APPRECIATE THAT.

and I will love you like forever.

And yes, I promise I will shout your name if I see you on the streets when I'm 83.

P.S. Sue me for being this boring.

I deserve to go to jail for this..

2009-05-21T13:43:00.003+08:00

I really think I deserve to be imprisoned because of this.

Like I'm all guilty and stuff.

After looking at it again and again, I really felt

like smacking my head right on to the wall.

And like let it bleed.

Because...

OMG..

Because....

I forgot how Beautiful Justin Nozuka is...

TEE HEE!!

Well, seriously..

I mean he is beyond awesome.

Okay, this obsession is lasting longer than I thought it would be.

But everytime I hear and see him sing it's like

he takes my breath away.

OHHHHHH!!!...

HAHA..

kick me all you want for thinking I deserve

to be in jail just because I forgot how awesome he is..

P.S. I really realllllllyyyyyy want his HOLLY album.

HEHEHE

2009-05-19T00:19:00.001+08:00

Classic. So cute.

HAHA.. toilet background..

2009-05-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

It's okay.... I used to have my picture taken with a "toilet" background.

But look who's laughing now!!! :)

HUA HUA HUA HUA HUA!!!

P.S. He's Kyuhyun.

Pissed

2009-04-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

OK. No I'm not... hey...

(maybe a bit - if I have not seen you in the past week, you're not the cause)

okay..

Note the new obsession picture.

Tinoz (Justin Nozuka) still takes first place

followed by Kyu Hyun (Korean Person in a boyband - Super Junior/ Suju)

HAHA.

Take care people..

P.S.I asked my mum, kalau terkene swine flu kene sertu tak??

she laughed.

And she still havent answer me.

What you think??

(kutu babi)

Blinking Bush.

2009-04-26T11:09:00.003+08:00

The KL trip was awesome..
Too many happenings and events.
Too detailed to be described.
I enjoyed my trip like crazy.
A sentence to take note.
"Eh kau drift sehala menuju ke Lau Pa Sat lepas tu dah sampai makan ubi."

P.S. WOOHOO...
(actually, there is nothing to WOOHOO about for now)

Not a virgin..

2009-04-12T21:46:00.004+08:00

At least not a Pastamania Virgin anymore. HAHA.. tricked you to HUH didnt I??? HEHEH

So today, me, Aza, Ruz and Ayuni went to watch the NUS PBMUKS drama which was held at NAFA. It was goooood. You know, 5 'O's good. Great acting Mr. Xth man. Never thought of you like that before. Cool. I taped almost the whole thing. ALMOST. till my new camera's battery died in the middle of it.. See, I charged it the morning I'm going out.. My fault.. Not the camera's. Still I got some nice clips though.. HAHA.. good thing I bought my tripod.. but still in the dark, I couldn't see where my camera and the tripod is standing so it is still shaky some part here and there. Almost a third of my family was there. But didn't mingle much with them.. see, I see them once a month bare minimum. So it was okay.. But my Mak Busu... so funny.. in the dark, she called me like .. "hajjjaaar... psst hajaarr..." then I went(in a hushed voice): " ape?" and she said.. " The Mummy so funny" and I was like.. that's it? HAHA

So that's that. Then being a Pastamania virgin, I asked them to have dinner at Pastamania. And ooohh I enjoyed it.. It is so filling... You know, some places doesn't fill you that much. But I couldn't finish my dish.. So sad... Yup.. then we decided to 'bounce' (i think almost 2/3 of Singaporeans know the meaning of that word). And while at Marina Bay, we took pictures... Played around with Aza's new phone.. Ayuni was just laughing looking at Ruz's antics. (not mine..hahah)
And HAHAHAHAHA, when Azhar came into the picture.. I saw him, stared at him, nudged Ruz and Ruz waved at him but he was giving us the DO-I-KNOW-YOU-FROM-SOMEWHERE? look. Ruz was SOOOO paiseh that he turned to Aza and asked, is that Azhar??.. And yes it was.. Azhar was not wearing his glasses so he couldnt identify us. HAHA.. so funny.. And the best part is, he is sitting right across us. IMAGINE if he wasn't Azhar, OMG Ruz like frigging waved.. If it wasn't Azhar, I would get down at the next stop.. Like cereally.. HAHAHAHAH (with milk on it) So that was my day.. Laughable day.. Totally..

Shout out to Azrin Shah.. Happy Birthday Dude.. One year left to the two zero.
And to Lalat.. I freaking updated.

P.S. If you did not already know, your phone's caller image for everybody except me and ruz is ruz. Check it out to see what I mean. HAHA.. Sorry Zazu.. HAHA

Dumb Day

2009-04-01T23:30:00.004+08:00

So haha. Today is April Fools day. And being a lonesome teenager that I am, no tricks played on me. Till I opened up Youtube.. ok.. I remembered being punked like crazy. Some XOXO friends played dirty like real dirty... Toothpaste in Oreo...'HEY YO.. NEW FLAVA... MINTY FRESH OREO'. and miss stupid over here tried it. Ok. But maybe nothing compared to what happened to another XOXO friend.. imagine the situation... Kayaking.. tired... bathing... hanging clean underwear... take the underwear... put sunblock on the middle.. put back the underwear where it belong.. and skkreeesshshhhhhhh...piaaaakkkk... eeeewwww. Poor you. OK. So Youtube is hella funny... So cute of them... Check them out while it is still there.. Or just look at the pictures here.

It became like the top when it was supposed to be like the bottom

And I checked out why and HAHAHAHA.. so cute of themm..

P.S. So ok... HAHA.. you know the PS part on the previous post.. About hot bods. I told my mum.. She laughed like crazaaayy.. and said "dah besar anak mak" hahahaha.. SO funny....

Updates

2009-03-31T17:08:00.003+08:00

As usual. Once you've gone into the 'MIA' state for so long, you need to update. And I am here to do so. Ok.. most of you do not know that I just came back from Indonesia again. But this time it is not only to Tg Riau, Batam but also to Jang, Moro. It is another island located in Indonesia.. like for sho. I went there under the orders and requests of my mum and my aunts respectively. I didn't have no paper on me so I didn't want to go. the last time I went, I cashed out totally. So to make me go, my mum gave me some. And oh yeah, I was glad to go.. see I'm saving up for the KL trip so... money matters.

Anyway, I went to Jang, to attend my uncle's engagement. He's engaged to a woman who stays in Tg Balai. But we had the engagement at Jang because it was convenient for us and anyways, she has some relatives staying in Jang. It is an arranged thing. Pictures and photos are the only means they are in contact. She's a family's contact of a contact I guess... I have a large family scattered all around Indonesia. Let's not get into that.

I had trillions of memories down there... everytime I visit. and this time round it aint pleasant. Ok.. it was both pleasant and unpleasant but the unpleasant part kind of trash the pleasant part. Follow??

Niways, took great and awesome pictures that are yet to be uploaded. I really would like some of you to come along the next time I go to a family's place. 1 in Tg Riau and 1 in Jang. Great places. Live life like they do. experience the inexperience-able here in Singapore. Old skool way of doing many things..

My mum's side are all or mostly referred to be Orang Pulau. So technically, I am (ok half way). and being able to experience half of what my mum did is awesome.

Ok.. so I'll upload some of the pictures soon, maybe tmr.
You guys take care. have fun and stay real. till next time, I'm Hajar reporting the story of my life.

P.S. I think guys who have a hot body but doesn't realise that they have one, are hot. Why? because those who think or know they have a hot body just makes me sick. Ok.. that's extreme. HAHA.. I love you all you people out there regardless how you look okay... Just that the guys I'm referring to are more humble.. (or maybe that's wat I think).. Opinions. you have them, I do too. :)

Birthday Wishes (all same day)

2009-03-26T12:54:00.005+08:00

The First Goes out to my dearest brother,
Muhammad Zul Hilmi Bin Ali.
(yes, there is a space between Zul and Hilmi.. Parent's mistake)

Happy 17th Birthday.
May all your wishes and dreams come true.
May your life be blessed with the best things you want and need.
Stay happy, stay smart and be less cranky..
:)
(I made you breakfast i bed.. that's the least you could do for me.. HAHAHA)

Next goes to a great frind of mine,
Gary Teo Wee Hao.

Happy 19th Birthday. and in 12 months time.. you'll be 20.
God we're getting old.
Oh.. all the best in life.
May we stay friends till forever.
May you be always in good health.
May your dreams and wishes do you good.
Stay short. HAHAHA

Third, goes to my niece,
Nabilah (I have yet to know your full name)

(you will not read this but maybe, when you're ten,
I'll show you this.. )
if you understand english by then, good.
but if not, I will translate to you..
And this picture showed you wearing your dad's helmet.
You put it the other side front and turn it to your comfort.
HAHA.
Happy 2nd birthday my dear..

2009-03-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

View.

2009-03-20T08:18:00.011+08:00

Another trip to the perfect getaway. You guessed it - Batam. My aunt wanted to go so she asked me along and I asked my cousin, Seha, along and she brought along her favourite nephew along and the 4 of us had a blast, as usual. I think no matter how many times I go there, I'll never get tired of it. The place is so calming. It's far away from urban life. Everything is almost totally rural. And this time round, I got to explore the kampung and a little bit more of Batam. Plus, with the new camera in hand, I'm like, Queen of the world. No doubts in taking pictures. Everything also want to take. Things NOT out of the ordinary also take. Snap here snap there. All the way gitu jer ah.. But this time round, kiter pi banyak tempat.

So we set off dalam kul 11.00 pagi gitu. And dihantar oleh makcik I naik kereta. So we reached Harbour Front at about 12.00 am and waited 1hr for our ferry. And we set off at 1.10pm. Reached Batam at about 2.30pm. Obviously, at Harbourfront, we saw a cruise ship. Ape orang kater, tak dapat naik, ambik gambar pun jadilah...
Otw there, we took a lot of pictures and videos (to be edited). So fun. And obviously, so amused with so many many foam.... Happy Gitu..

So with the new camera, I took many many pictures. Took pictures of the run down houses.
After the 15min ride, we reached and some people just jumped into the sea like no one's business. And the usuals happen, bathe, eat, sleep, play UNO, watch TV, eat somemore and etc.

The usuals repeat itself in a beautiful pattern till night time. And I lulled myself to sleep by playing the Pokemon game on my Nintendo Game Boy that was handed up by my brother since is new PSP. And after training my pokemons to level 68, I slept. Ok. picture time...

P.S. Best lah.. and btw, it's open to our family's public. So if you want to come along, just give me a call. We will be more than happy to bring you along..

New Toy..

2009-03-14T14:44:00.002+08:00

Some pictures from the NEW camera. Just playing around with the camera. So happy.

Release

2009-03-14T01:29:00.005+08:00

After the oh so awesome trip to THE IT show, me and Aza went to meet up with other people for dinner, ie my ex platoon mates. We meet up often. Actually, it was only supposed to be 3 girls I think. But Desireen ended up calling Gary who in the end called Yu Kuang and Benjamin. I on the other hand called Ruz (actually he called me which made me call him). so in the end, no harm was caused. we always believed the more the merrier. We ate at LJS Yishun GV. And laughed our butts off. So great listening to Ruz NS stories. And Gary's jokes which might not be so funny but it can be hilarious just because it has been so long I am not exposed to those kind of humour. I need to meet Selwyn, Arvin and Hidayah asap. Right now, I am so content with my life. Got a perfect camera that works so well and produce such great quality stuff. Got great friends. I am so thankful now. Life's just like a wheel. You go up and you go down. you stay stagnant and the cycle never stops. That's the circle of life. (wait I'm speaking of cycles. oh who cares). I wish a great weekend to you readers and for those who are on top of the wheel, I hope it last as long as it could and for those who are at the bottom, I pray you get to the top fast and stay there long.. Take care of yourself people.. there's this flu going on that just bugs me off my butt. :)

Pictures

P.s. :)

(Gary... your favourite phrase for today just busted itself in the head)
(I have a pretty darn good life ..(so far..)) haha..

T500

2009-03-13T15:54:00.004+08:00

I am freaking happy right now. Only the Almighty knows how happy I am today. As some of you might know, I'm craving for a camera. (not SLR or nothing.. just a Digital camera..). I've been aiming to buy a T500, SOny, Cybershot camera for the past weeks. It's $700 and it only comes with the necessary stuff like the cables, the memory card(4GB I think), the battery etc.. But since the IT show is on... I decided to head down there with my greatest friend to take a look. It costs the same BUT it comes with a photo printer, a cleaning kit, a 16GB memory card and other stuff that I would never have received just by buying it normally outside. I am so freaking happy. The photo printer just bursts happiness right out of me.. Same price but some many other stuff that comes along with it.. oh gooooddddnesss gracious.. I just bought it.. like an hour ago.. and I'm sitting in Orchard MacD drinking Iced Milo waiting for Aza and I so dont mind waiting.. Like.. I just got a camera with a FREE printer. Thank you Allah for this wonderful moment.. Insyaallah, it will last as long as it should. :) Happy weekend y'all. My Friday just made my weekend alot more special than it should be.. (I hope).. Thanks for reading y'all. Appreciate it.. Memang benar ade hikmah disebalik segala -galanya yang berlaku..

P.S. There is 2 Japanese girls infront of me speaking FAST japanese..

I am freaking awed..

So cool...

How do I know they're Japanese....

I just know aite...

When hell breaks loose....

2009-03-12T16:44:00.002+08:00

(and there's almost nothing you can do about it..)

Thanks Razi for the pics.

Appreciate it. :)

Let's just keep it short from now on...

2009-03-12T13:50:00.003+08:00

I was pondering a thought that I wanted to stay in a shell for as long as I could. I mean, who wouldn't? But I realise it's not the outside world who is going to be affected. It's frigging me. No access. No news. No nothing. It's kind of frightening if you think about it like I did. Maybe now it doesn't sound as scary as I thought it would but heck. Following? I should just pick up from where I stopped and continue to move forward. The fact that I am upset about myself is the reason for being so down in dumpster (hence the song). But heck. Life's short. Got to make full use of it. You may never know what will happen to me in a day or two.. not even in a year or two. If there is a day or two left. Thankful.. yeah that's what I need to feel right now. If you think about it, nothing is a failure in life. because that failure will lead to some success in the end. that failure is not even a failure. but how can it not be a failure if success is not success without it. Follow?

P.S. Captain Underpants is grinning at me now.

And The One On Selamat Pengantin Baru

2009-03-08T00:18:00.007+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Samirah dan Abang Imran.
Semoga bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.
Had a (semi) great day on Friday when
the pernikahan and rewang was held.
And had an awesome day on Saturday (persandingan).

So happy for my cousin.. :)
Congrats!

Oh ok. Back to the story.
I came just on time for the groom to shake hands on the HOT seat.
But still had to wait for the Tok Kadi to come.
And after 10 mins, a total opposite of a Tok Kadi came.
A Bang kadi came. HAHAHA.
MUDE YOU..
(HAHAHAHAHAHA)
So after all the pep talk, that makes all first time husbands-to-be
nervous, and after three tries,
they officially became man and wife.
(by they I mean the groom and the bride)
(I made it seem like the groom and the band kadi were getting married)
(HAHAHA.. bang kadi.. it is still funny)

Ok. So after that we headed down to eat, take pictures, laugh
etc etc etc..
And after exceeding decent hours, we all went back home
for some rest before the next day.

So the day came.
The colour theme was Red/Maroon.
So almost everybody was following the theme.
It was a nice bonding time with my paternal side
seeing that I rarely see them
(compared to my maternal side).
Had wonderful laughs and it lifted my spirits by a level or two.
And after a tiring day, I was satisfied with everything
and makes me realise that maybe being satisfied
is the best thing now.

Ok so picture time.

I cereally think they look like a boy band

Oh you ahould hear him sing.

What a splendid ending.. Mummy singing..

Happy Wishes to the newly weds

P.S. Takes off

And the one on :)

2009-03-07T23:26:00.001+08:00

Ada hikmah disebalik segala yang berlaku.

Congrats to all my friends.

And for those who don't quit meet expectations,

it's a hurdle in life.

Just have to be smart to go over it.

P.S I know I was and am an ass.
And I'm sorry.

And The One On Themes

2009-03-05T13:50:00.002+08:00

Im teaming with themes to bring my obsession to whole new level.
Click here to know why.
I created a handphone theme using the above website.
No need guess the theme of the theme.
So obvious.
And I am so happppy right now.
:)

Brilliance. Total brilliance.
Clever people these creators are..

Make your own
and I am sure you will jump for joy too.

P.S. Soundtrack - Down in A cold dirty well
by Justin Nozuka.
Hope you guys enjoy.
(my new fave now)

And The One On Chillax

2009-03-04T23:47:00.003+08:00

Recently(28th Feb), my cousins and I went to my cousin's place
(I look alot like her)
just to hang out and have fun.
The real reason was to watch all Russell Peters' shows
(which I had already watch some time back)
[Still remembered it was Pravin who introduced RP to me.)

OK. So yup, we reached at about 8pm
and brought hell loads of tidbits.
Donuts lah, chips, drinks, chocolate bar, marshmellows..etc
So it was fun. (obviously)
And by the time I reached home,
I was so tired my eyes couls barely open.
But all and all a great day..
Hope to do this more often.
(although I think it's often enough)

P.S. Brace yourselves

And The One On Freak Out

2009-03-04T11:02:00.003+08:00

No need say, you can tell.
the pretty numbers in life.
060309
you know, addition sometimes .......
like 6+3= 9.

you know..

Ok.. all the best to us 2008 candidates.
Shivering as I typed this...

:)

P.S. chillax..
But just dont do it like me..
(on the floor of a hospital drinking lemon tea)

And The One on Kollaboration

2009-02-26T01:54:00.002+08:00

Watch this.
It killed me when I first watched it.

And The One On Missing.

2009-02-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

Are your lashes falling off?
Are they lying silently on your cheek?
Are they trying to whisper in your ear?
Trying to tell you that I am missing you?
Are there more than 1 lash on your beautiful face?
It means I miss you more than once a day.
I'm sorry.
I really do.
I promise I wont miss you everyday.
Because missing you makes your beautiful eyes shiver.
So before another falls off,

I'm telling you I miss you.
:)

P.S. This applies to all human beings that I miss

very much.

And The One On Ash Black

2009-02-22T01:30:00.003+08:00

Uber great day today.
Awesomeness.
Idola Karaoke at Jurong Green CC.
Seha(cousin), Wazini(2nd cousin), Mimi(nephew).
7 hours exposed to loud music in an aircon room
it's like being tortured slowly to death.
Ended at about 11.30pm.

So farni..
Gosh..
we had fun mocking, fighting, cheering, jeering
shouting, screaming, yelling, shrieking
saying witty jokes and blah blah blah.. (you get the drift)

Words that must be remembered.

- Ash Black

- Dumbo

- AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

- Aku nak duduk depan...

- Enumb

OK....

Some excuses if you guys feel like not going to work.

( my brother did not feel like going to work today)

[excuses given by my sot.dot.com cousin]

- my tooth got rashes

- my hair got split ends and it hurts

- and i chipped my nail

HAHAHA..

I am a happy goober.

What a great family outing.

AND CONGRATULATIONS TO MIMI
for winning the first place!!!!
SO UBER AWESOME..

To Waz and Seha...
It's ok guys.. you guys had your moments of glory
so it's alright.
anyways, tere is always a next time.
SMILE.

(gmbr waz takde ah...lupe ah)

P.S. Lela's bimbo song was ringing
in my head just now.
So farni.
I miss school.

And The One on Fergie

2009-02-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

A friend, from AISS wrote a note on facebook about
highschool.
and I came across a part that was so hilarious.
One day, we made up nicknames for ourselves
which were actually hip hop artists.
And the reasons that come behind it is hilarious
as far as I can remember.

I am positively sure that Sadiq and gang started it..

reiz - lil jon
wan - OMARION
ruz - XZIBIT
azhar - s n double o p d o double gs
adiq - lil bow wow
jaz - Jay-Z
zak - beyonce
me - fergie

others, cant remember much.
:)

ok. enuf bout that.
I'm sick and I have my BTT tmr
and I havenet even read 1/2 of the book.
So whatever.

And the one on Grapes

2009-02-10T23:28:00.004+08:00

Just to inform,
Justin has brothers.
And my favourite brother is Philip Nozuka.
He is crazily funny.
Awesome-ness.
and he makes grapes looked so yummy.
Click here.

P.S. Like the Nobody Video?

These grapes are have a special aura. HAHA

And The One Nobody

2009-02-10T01:26:00.002+08:00

And The One On Primary Composition

2009-02-08T05:46:00.006+08:00

Below, you can find the stories of the game my cousins had during 7th-8th Feb's sleepover. Lovely stories. Mind the first one.
We forgot what it was but
the last line we remembered it clearly like cool.
If you realise, it is a story made out from words following
the letters in the alphabet in order.
You should try it out with you family.
We left out Q, X sometimes V.

1. Ain budak cacat dari Ecuador. F g h i. Jongos korek lubang mane nanti pasti rasa shiok to the max umpama vadeh wow yakni zina.

2.Aripin baru colek Donna. Engkau fikir ganas. Hampanya, inilah jodoh kekasih lama. Memandangkan nanti otaknya penat, rehatlah sahaja. Tipu usang walaubagaimana yang zahir, akhirnya berita colekan Donna enggan fitnah. Golakkan hati itu jadinya kelam kabut. Lama-kelamaan, mampuslah naluri ombak pantai rantauan. Sambutlah tekanan udara Venice. Walhal yakinlah zahir.

3. Aku bagaikan cecair dalaman. Engkau fajar gemerlapan. Hatiku indah. Jambangan kemboja lahir.. mengikat nurani. Oh pukauan rindu semakin tergoda. Umpama wajah yang zuhud.

4. Angkara bola comel dengan epal fantastik, gorilla hilang ingatan. Jambol koala luntur merahnya. Nanti orangutan pasti rasa sebu. Tentulah ular viper wakilkan yayasan zebra.

5. Acapan buat coli Diana. Entah, fabrik guni hapuskan iblis. Jin kota London memakai nothing. Olahan payudarah rupanya sangat tersiksa umpama wali yang zalim.

And The One On Up and Down

2009-02-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

Every time it goes up,

it will go down again.

God, help us. please. Solve it soon.

Ya Allah.. help us..

And The One On Loop

2009-02-07T23:27:00.001+08:00

When a party becomes hell.
It's terrible.
Oh well.

And The One On What A Day..

2009-02-07T00:15:00.003+08:00

So I woke up early today.
Because my mum was at home.
She took a half day leave to settle some admin stuff.
So I took the extra time to search more about Justin
and what I found may not interest you anyway.

Then at about 1 plus, I was about to start my housework
and Aza texted saying that there is a NIKE sale
up to 60% at Expo.
That was so tempting.
And today was her off day from work.

So ape lagi, kemas lincah-lincah
ala kadar, cukup makan
then mandi, solat, gosok baju and siap2 pas tu blah.

So met her at about 3pm at Yishun MRT.
Reached Hall 6B of Expo and went searching for good stuff.
Heard sexy voices over the PA system.
So happy..
So after 200+++ worth of spending on stuff
we went back.
We went our separate ways once I reached somerset
because I had to meet my mum before heading to the hospital.

My eldest maternal aunt is sick.
She is turning 58 this year.
And her breathing and heartbeat is not so good.
She reached a heartbeat of 166 per minute yesterday
and her all time low today was a 98.
That is scary but she is fine.
She's like a cross country runner on a bed.
Let's all pray she gets better soon.

So all and all, it was a great day
Bought 4 shirts - 2 for dad, 1 for bro and 1 for me.
And received the next 4 volumes of Captain Underpants
from Aza.

(Apparently it comes with an Inflatable Capt Underpants!!)
SO HAPPY.
Get to see my aunt still in great condition
and had dinner with the whole family at Tanjong Pagar
Railway Station. - so cool. (but super Malaysia aura
- due to obvious reasons)

And the bonus for today..
Saw 3 white luxury cars at the lobby of SGH.
with police escorts.
Was wondering why 3 beautiful cars were there.
Probably a minister is lying in the hospital sick
or maybe a relative of the minister.
Minutes after having that thought,
PM Lee H.S. came out with his wife
and bodyguards
and a private doctor
and nurses
and chaffeurs
and WOW.
COOOL
got to see him in real life.

Then another thing is that
I think i saw Mr. Morais (AI Physics Teacher)
in a car at CTE just now.
nvm.

So yup.
HAPPY DAY.

P.S. Justin Nozuka Is HoT

And The One One Desktop Bckgrd...

2009-02-06T11:34:00.003+08:00

Awesome-nesssss...

Track : Justin Nozuka - Mr. Therapy Man

And the one on No edit - no reread..

2009-02-06T00:55:00.005+08:00

Because the talent comes from abroad
I can't help not noticing.
I search and I click
to further satisfy the wants not needs
of knowing a talent abroad.
A talent abroad so soulful so pure
so naturally white I'm sure.
The talent abroad became a dream
became a therapy.
Searching for tales of his life
of his brothers and sisters
and how his mother strived.
To see how his brothers look like
and hear how they sound like
to try to feel how it is being them
and have that rushing sensation
that seems like I was a part of it.
Pictures after pictures
I scanned through and peeked.
Music after music
i heard and sang out loud
in my room uncaring of what others think.
And videos after videos
I watched thinking
wow how great is it to be them
how wonderful his mother met his father
how gratetful I was to God to have created
such invention.
However, a minute ago I realised
No matter how many pictures I've seen
No matter how many music I've sang and heard
No matter how many videos I've watched
and no matter how loyally and faithfully I follow
I will still be hollow
inside
knowing that I will always be
the girl in the crowd.
too far to be noticed
too small to be seen
to soft to be heard.
I will always be the girl behind the screen
unknowing of her identity.
Unseen through the wires and cabels of connection.
But she continues to adore
but sadly to much failure.
of hoping of at least a hello
and a hi.
she realises that
nope, never will it happen
and was snapped back to reality.
The dream man
and the Mr. Therapy Man
suddenly just became the talent abroad.
Again.

and yes.. her obsession faded.

slowly in thin air.

But her used to be therapy man

still lies concrete in her heart

and not like a smashed bottle

thrown on a concrete street

because every night with the presence of the talent abroard

she feels she became a criminal

to the obsession knowing that

she never needed to look up at the stars anymore

because wishing is optional when she followed him

make sense it may not

but deep within it rings a bell.

an obsession gone wild

is like fire

it will die out pretty sure, it will

and obsession dies.

but a fan, she continues to be,

hoping for great success for the talent abroad

that used to be her Mr. therapy man.

and now the golden train has arrived.

she chose to take it and leave her past behind.

at least that was what her criminal told her to.

And The One On HOW??

2009-02-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

How to rid off this wonderful obsession?

Muhd Zul : bla bla bla (cant rmb exactly what he said)

Me : Takpe ah.. Akak ade Justin Nozuka

Muhd Zul : Eh ape ni?? sibuk seh.. Justin Nozuka Emi punyer lah.

Me : HAHAHAHA.

Muhd Zul : Ape? betul ah.. HAHA.

And The One On Korea and Jap

2009-02-03T12:50:00.003+08:00

So.. as some of you well know
I like like like * to watch Korean and Jap Dramas
every once in a while since I was introduced
to it like early 2007.
Yah.. so yesterday, I watched Hana Yori Dango,
a Japanese drama because I just bought the DVD.
And suddenly, while watching the drama,
Lalat called.
And we talked about the DVD that I was watching
and my brother beside me, also watching HanaYoriDango
was forcefully shaking his head signalling that he did not
want to be known to be watching the drama.
But me, being a 'kind' sister, am telling you people that
he enjoys watching Korean and Jap drama as much as me.
So check him out..
All cosy and comfortable in his comforter.

So yeah..

P.S. * there are levels of having positive feelings
towards an another party.
There's like - just mutual understanding that we are on the same side
like like - crush
like like like - a bit more to love but more than crush
love - simply said.
So I like like like to watch korean dramas.
:)

And The One On Obsession

2009-02-03T03:13:00.004+08:00

You guys know me well.
When an obsession comes by,
it will come fast
and it will go away at that speed too.
So tahan with it for the moment.

P.S. Thank God his mother met his father.

And The One On Outings

2009-02-02T13:56:00.003+08:00

On the 26th, as you all well know..
I went out with the whole family to ECP.
Ok that was that.
I put up pictures.. made a video out of it.
And really had awesome fun..

On the 28th, met Seha at her place
to wish and hug her a happy birthday.
and ate some cake
and quickly went off to work.

Then on the 3oth, went out with Aza
for her mini birthday celebration.
That was a fun and great day.
It was her off day but not mine
so the whole day was cut short for me to go to work.
Met at 12(++++)
got extorted
saw cute but pretty guys (as in blusher on the face pretty)
saw gays making out.
saw a nice decent looking guy at the counter of borders (orchard)
:)
watched Bride Wars at Shaw Lido (the old place)
OMG so classic..
Then ate at Swensens
and walked around Far east, Heeren
and all around Orchard.
Then at 6, we headed back home.
And damn it I missed to see that guy.
Not my luck lah za.
HAHA.
And bought Captain underpants with my eyes.
(now half owning it)
HAHA.

And yesterday, 1st Feb,
I went out with dearly missed Diyana and Farhanah.
YEAH!!..
so happpppaaayyy..
we just had a mini outing to Causeway point.
And i think farhanah dressed a little bit extravagant
just to go to causeway point.
Hehe.
We ate at banquet.
And since I am always MIA..
I caught up with all the current things that has been happening.
And OMG have I been missing alot!!
Then we went to Admiralty Place
went to search for an "animal" - haha crude.
but ended up printing pictures instead.
And I went off with my family for grocery shopping
and Fanah and Dee went off searching for the animal.

After grocery shopping, sent off my brother to work
and bought a large double chocolate ice blended with whipped cream
and a mandarin cheesecake.
OOHH expensive but worth the buy...
Then after all that, went to my aunt's place
to visit her.. she was sick.
Hence my cancellation to Batam..
And practically all her siblings were there.
Ok maybe one wasnt.
But still.
Eventhough it was noisy...
I think that noise made her all better.
The power of love.. can really bring miracles.
So that was it.
That ended my day..

Ok not yet actually...
In my room, lies a lizard.
on the ceiling. right above my bed.
HOW IN THE HELL WAS I GONNA SLEEP.
I took out the vacuum
and turned it on
MIND YOU IT WAS ALREADY 1 in the morning.
And sucked it in.
And at long last, I could sleep peacefully.

Ok. now the day really ended.
So yes...
this is indeed a dull and very long post.
One that my blog is deprived of.
So yes..
Happy day to all of you
and take care.

P.S. Oh thanks for reading!!

P.P.S I still love Justin Nozuka.

And The On On Justin Nozuka

2009-02-01T01:01:00.006+08:00

Track: Justin Nozuka - Criminal

And The One On Passion

2009-01-31T12:46:00.002+08:00

Hear him sing.
listen to him.
With passion he expresses
No emotions suppressed.
Justin Nozuka is the man.
:)
I HEART HIM.

Watch HIM.

And smile from the heart.

And The One On ECP... part 2

2009-01-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

And The One On ECP CNY 09

2009-01-30T01:08:00.003+08:00

So on the 26th January, my family and I went to
East Coast Park to have fun.
(so primary school composition)
Yeah, we had great fun there.
Every family was represented except for Wak Nor's
but they had a kenduri. So enuf said.
Loads of food. and loads of laughter and swimming
and tanning and yah..
Ok. let the pictures do the talking from now.

And The One On PMS

2009-01-28T12:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY AISYOSYE.

and

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SEHAT SEHOT.

and an advance 19th HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZAZU.

May all your dreams and wishes come true.

May joy and happiness fill your life.

May your life be full of experiences.

And hope you have a great day on your birthday.

Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.

Semoga dikurniakan segala kebahagiaan di dunia dan di akhirat.

Semoga sentiasa sihat wala'fiat.

Happy wishes from me (and family) to you.

ENJOY!!!

P.S. Phone's dead.

Cant personally do anything.

BUT I CAN SMILE sincerely but cant be seen by you lah.

HAPPY DAYS!!!!

And The One On Tripod

2009-01-25T03:18:00.003+08:00

Eh Delta 06.

Charlie hotel echo charlie kilo

tango hotel india sierra

october uniform tango.

Click here.

glory.

Click Gallery --> seacom --> see how smallish ruz, helmi and khus were.

And The One On SAKURA... I CAN!!!...

2009-01-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

Another picture to remind you what awesome looks like.
And..
Why the thumbs up??
Because at SAKURA, I CAN!!.
HAHAHA

And The One On Only NATMS

2009-01-25T00:23:00.003+08:00

I can only seriously enjoy myself if something planned
never clashes with something family related.

And today, I had a NATMS gathering.
Just the 5 of us.
Me, Zak, Syarah, Helmi and Ruz.
(then why NATMS? haha... long story)
So happy.
It's great to gather once in a while and just laugh all day long.
And of course chit and chat and laugh somemore.
HAHA.
I missed them all so much.

SOMEPEOPLE said to meet at 5.20 at 903 bus stop.
But that SOMEPEOPLE came late.
Damn kental.

Syarah came first, them me then Zak.
Of course, Syarah (pronouced Syairah)
merepek all the way till everyone came.
HAHAHA.
Long ques and CNY.
Random
And Admiralty park.

So we boarded the 903 and went to SAKURA Admiralty Park.
Saw Aisyah Lim's facebook and thought the place was nice.
Didnt thought I would go there myself.
:)

We ate, and irritated some other customers.. :P
ANd laughed..
We started when dinner started and ended when
LAST CALL was called.

The we walked all the way down to CWP
just to save 71cents. (zakiyah AH!)
Burnt all the food we ate (ok bedeeek)

Said bye bye to Zak and Syarah.
And went to Helmi's for a while with Ruz.
Then went back.

Such a great day spent.
Although still cash short.

Some phrases of the day that killed me.
- Zak jgn lah.. kotor...
Tak lah bersih, aku dah kencing dah.
HAAAAH??? HAHAHA

- Nak tapau?
Masuk dlm tudung ah.

- Hajar, pinggan basah.
Lap kat tudung ah.

ETC ETC ETC ETC.. hahaha..

and of course.. ape BERAAAKK???

HAHA

:)

And we took pics kat Admiralty park at night.
wooo.

P.S. A real post for once ehk?
Checked put the previous post?
I really think the kid is SOOO cute.
:)

And The One On Bffthhpzlhuis

2009-01-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

And The One On ALAMAK!.

2009-01-22T12:15:00.002+08:00

Read the title.

Ok now, PANIC.

And The One On Creative

2009-01-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

These may be dark.

These may be sore, from the core.

But take a look.

You may be suprised.

These people really express.

(mocking bird - eminem / instrumental)

(youtube)

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